HOW A RABBI
FOUND PEACE
Personal Testimony of Dr. Max Wertheimer
Former Rabbi of Temple Israel in Dayton. Ohio.
Born in Germany, of orthodox Jewish parents, my first fifteen
years were saturated with training in orthodox Judaism. Then I began my studies
toward a career, and was apprenticed to a manufacturer, doing office work.
Although I continued to read the prayers and attend synagogue, my worldly
associates led me into sinful pleasures and I drifted from the faith of my
fathers.
My parents sent me to America to study in the Hebrew Union
College in Ohio. There were major adjustments to be made, but I finished
my training in all phases of Hebrew learning, completed my undergraduate
work and received, eventually, my Master's degree.
Having become proficient in translation of Hebrew into the
vernacular, and with a complete knowledge of Jewish history, I was ordained
and inducted into the rabbinical office. In my first charge I served ten
years, receiving many tokens of affection from my flock. I contributed much
to their knowledge of the social, industrial, and economic problems of the
day. I spoke on monotheism, ethical culture, and the moral systems of the
Jews. On Sabbath mornings I gave addresses on the Pentateuch and on Sundays
I taught from eight in the morning to five in the evening with only one hour's
break for dinner.
I became popular as a public speaker and was often asked
to speak in Christian churches. Well do I recall the day when I proudly stood
before an audience of professing Christians and told them why I was a Jew
and would not believe in their Christ as my Messiah Saviour. I gloried in
the Reform Judaism that acknowledge no need of an atoning sacrifice for sin,
a religion of ethics which quieted qualms of conscience through a smug self-righteousness.
In that audience sat a humble, elderly woman who prayed, "O God, bring Dr.
Wertheimer to realize his utter need of that Saviour he so boastingly rejects!
Bring him, if necessary, to the very depths in order that he may know his
need of my Lord Jesus Christ."
What did I need of Jesus? I was perfectly satisfied with
life. My wife was young, attractive and accomplished. I was rabbi of the
B'nai Yeshorum Synagogue, lived in a beautiful home, enjoyed a place of prominence
in the community where I spoke in every denominational church, was honorary
member of the Ministerial Association, served as Chaplain in the Masonic Lodge,
and faired sumptuously every day.
Suddenly there came a change. My wife became seriously ill.
and was soon dead, leaving me a distraught widower with two small children.
I could not sleep, I walked the streets striving to find something that would
make me forget the void in my life. My dreams were shattered. Where was comfort
to be found? I called on the God of my fathers, but the heavens seemed as
brass. How could I speak words of comfort to others when my own sorrow had
brought me to despair? I delved into Spiritism, Theosophy and Christian Science
only to find them futile and hopeless.
I decided that I must resign and take time to think things
through. I was perplexed about one thing in particular. Where was the spirit
and soul of my loved one who had made my existence so sweet? What had become
of her faculties. the intents and purposes of that active, keen mind? I turned
to the Bible for an answer.
Again I studied Judaism, but it answered no questions, it
satisfied no craving in my heart. Then I began to read the New Testament,
comparing it with the Old. In the fifty-third chapter of Isaiah I was perplexed
by the expression, '...my righteous servant?' I found he was going to beer
the iniquity of Israel. I decided it could not mean Israel, for the prophet
spoke of them as a sinful nation, laden with iniquity. Who was it?
I began to study the context and in Isaiah 50:6 I found,
"I gave My back to the smiters." Then I read how the chapter began:
"Thus said Jehovah." I asked, does God have a back? Did He give it
to the smiters? Then I read he "gave his checks to them that pluck off
the hair." And how he hid not His face "from shame and spitting."
I asked myself, when did Jehovah have these human characteristics? When
and why did He suffer these indignities? I was further perplexed by Psalm
110:1.
In my confusion I began to read Isaiah from the beginning.
I was stopped at the sixth verse of chapter nine: "For unto us a child
is born, unto us a son is given, and the government shall be upon His shoulders:
His name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The Mighty God, The Everlasting
Father, The Prince of Peace." Here was a most incomprehensible thing!
I was suddenly faced with the doctrine of the Trinity. What
now about our popular monotheistic slogan, "Sh'ma Isroel, Adonai Eloheynu,
Adonai, Echod." Upon that word "Echod" (one) the entire philosophy of Judaism
is based. I had been taught by the rabbis that echod means absolute unity.
I began to study that word and found to my amazement it was used of Adam
and Eve, who became one. It was used again when the spies returned from Canaan
with a cluster of' grapes (Eshol Echod). It was used again when the "men
of Judah" stood up as one man" (Ish Echod). Suddenly I was struck with the
error I had believed and proclaimed all through my ministry. Echod cannot
mean absolute unity, but a composite unity.
Next I began to search for the name of Jesus in the Old
Testament. In my study I found that 275 years before Christ, King Ptolemy
Philadelphus summoned men from Palestine and commanded them to translate
the Hebrew Scriptures into the Greek vernacular. "They took the Pentateuch
first, and when they came to "Joshua" they translated it the book of "Jesous,"
written with a circumflex over it, to show that there had been a suppression
of the Hebrew that could not be expressed in Greek. When Joshua went into
Canaan with the other eleven spies, he was called "Yehoshuah" (Jehovah is
Saviour). That is exactly what the word "Jesus" means.
I could hold out in unbelief no longer. I was convinced
of the truth of God as it is in Christ Jesus. I cried, "Lord, I believe that
Thou as Jehovah Yesous has made atonement for me. I believe that Jehova Yesous
died for me. I believe that Thou has made provision for me. From henceforth
I will publicly confess Yeshuah as my Saviour and Lord." Thus, after
months of searching, I was convinced that Jesus was the righteous servant
of Jehovah, (Jehovah-tsidkenu), "The Lord our righteousness."
While I had served as a rabbi I had yearned to give the
bereaved some hope and comfort, but I could not give what I did not possess.
Now I could approach those in heartbreaking grief and tragedy and give them
the satisfying words of the Lord Jesus, "I am the resurrection and the life;
he that believeth in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live; and whosoever
liveth and believed in Me shall never die." And again, "Verily, verily I
say unto you: He that heareth My Word, and believeth on Him that sent Me,
hath (possesses now) everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation,
but is passed from death unto life."
There is but one eternal life, and one source
of eternal life; that is God's Son.
What a great and glorious message we, His redeemed ones, are commissioned
to deliver today."
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